7. The Reflection
(Le Lai de l'Ombre)
Jean Renart
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I do not intend to quit |
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Poetry, and whet my wit |
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On idleness and dull repose. |
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Nor do I resemble those |
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Bunglers who can only write |
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To ruin; I would bring to light |
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Something in word and deed worthwhile, |
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And crass is he whose mocking smile |
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Salutes me when I use my skill |
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To rhyme a tale in which you will |
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Detect no vulgar insolence. |
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No one but a fool consents |
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To trade his talent for a joke; |
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And if, behind my back they poke |
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Fun at me, well, that's all they know. |
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Never can this finger grow |
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Long enough to equal this one, |
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Any more than from a felon |
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You can produce a worthy man. |
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But luck is more important than |
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Noble lineage for birthright. |
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Guillaume who tore apart the kite[1] |
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And burned the pieces down to bone, |
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If you recall the tale, has shown |
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That what I say is true indeed; |
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Many a man has greater need |
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For luck than for money or a friend. |
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Friends die; and one quickly sees the end |
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Of carelessly protected treasure, |
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While he whose spending knows no measure |
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Soon will see his wealth disperse: |
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When he wakes up at last to curse |
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His folly, everything is lost. |
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Afterwards he counts the cost |
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And learns to practice moderation, |
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So that, with luck, his reputation |
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May be restored without delay. |
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Therefore I'll compose this lai |
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For Miles, the Bishop-elect, whose will[2] |
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Commands it-to display my skill |
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In a worthy poem, and do him honor. |
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There's nothing that could please me more |
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Than to be challenged to employ |
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My wit on something I enjoy |
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As much as rhyming a romance. |
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They say good navigation lands |
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Good rhymes; once in harbor, why resort |
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To quarreling with the waves-that's sport |
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For fools. But those who reach the port[*] |
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Of poetry are sure to win |
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The praise of princes. I'll begin |
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What you are now to hear if they |
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Leave me alone to write my lai. |
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Once there was a chevalier |
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Who came from the Empire-let us say |
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Between Lorraine and Germany. |
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I am sure you wouldn't see |
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His equal if you were to search |
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From Châlons as far as Perche; |
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Men of his quality are rare, |
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And one could very well compare |
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This knight with Gawain. He could claim |
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To have, no doubt, as great a name- |
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But what it was I've never known. |
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This chevalier could call his own |
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Valor and knightly courtesy. |
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He seemed, for generosity, |
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As if he'd wealth enough to burn. |
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Not boastful nor yet taciturn, |
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Despite his fame throughout the land, |
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He was not rich but could command |
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Enough to live agreeably, |
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And he placed riches with a free |
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Hand where there were none before. |
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Solely on the strength of rumor |
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Maidens and ladies prized him well; |
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Who could his advance repel, |
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Should he earnestly appeal? |
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Who'd discourage so ideal |
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A knight, so fine and debonair! |
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Whatever any social affair |
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Demanded, he did skillfully; |
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But quite another man was he |
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Than this, once on the battlefield- |
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His brave and wrathful strength would yield |
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To none. Once in his helm arrayed, |
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Well he knew how to parade |
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His challenge to a host of foes. |
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So far his warlike ardor goes, |
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This chevalier of whom I speak |
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Wished there were in every week |
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Twice the time for tournament![3] |
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Never, by the Lord's consent, |
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Was knight so valorous as he. |
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Not like those who for poverty |
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In winter summer clothes must wear, |
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He gave more squirrel fur and vair[4] |
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Than many ten-times-richer men, |
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And every day he welcomed seven |
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Good companions, rarely less. |
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Whatever his household might possess |
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He was willing to give away. |
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He enjoyed-quite rightly, I say- |
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Falcon hunting when he could. |
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Rivaling Tristan, he was good |
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At fencing, chess, and what you will. |
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Long his desires did life fulfill, |
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And he was loved by one and all. |
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He was handsome, very tall, |
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Powerful and strong in grace, |
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But his admirers gave first place |
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To his valor-all a knight's should be. |
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She who of all has mastery, |
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Love, seeing the time was right, |
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Challenged him for the high delight |
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He'd had from ladies on his way, |
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Never taking care to pay |
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Tribute to Love when it was due, |
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Nor would he give her homage through |
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Humble service, and recognize |
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Himself a vassal in her eyes. |
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But now the moment had arrived: |
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She who will not be scorned contrived |
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To make him so feel her strength and might |
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That Tristan in his dreadful plight- |
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Even shorn to look insane-[5] |
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Suffered nothing like his pain, |
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Until she decided to relent. |
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Once the unerring bow was bent, |
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Straight to its goal the arrow came, |
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The beauty and the sweet name |
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Of a lady placed within his heart. |
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Now he must remain apart |
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From all others for her sake. |
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With many he was wont to make |
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Division of his heart, true lover |
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To none; then let him discover |
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He will henceforth wholly serve |
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The one he now thinks must deserve |
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For loveliness the ruby's place. |
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Her wit, her very noble grace, |
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The radiant beauty of her face |
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He can't, by any means, erase |
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From his thoughts by day or night. |
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Nothing now gives him delight |
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Save thinking of how fair she is. |
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So well had Love selected his |
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Conqueror, that just one sight |
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Of the lady had convinced the knight |
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There was not one on earth her peer, |
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And the memory he holds so dear |
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Still offers conclusive evidence.[6] |
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"I've been aloof," the knight laments, |
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"I've kept so carefully my reserve! |
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God would by this vengeance serve |
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Those who loved me without return. |
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To my sorrow did I spurn |
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Men vanquished by Love's mastery; |
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Now that Love has conquered me, |
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Whom she is determined to instruct, |
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No churl whose tooth was being plucked |
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By a barber ever felt such pain!"[7] |
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All he wants to do is remain |
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Alone to tell his woes and groan; |
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No one on earth has ever known |
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The torment that for Love he suffers. |
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"Alas!" he cries, "if I am hers, |
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What if she will not be mine? |
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If she should hear me and decline, |
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I couldn't live another day. |
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Whether I travel or I stay |
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At home, no pleasure dulls my pain. |
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Perhaps I would do well to gain |
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Favor with those who visit her; |
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By this means has many a lover |
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Come to joy from his despair. |
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Had she only placed a snare |
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Around my neck, her slender arms! |
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All night I dream about her charms, |
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As if she were embracing me. |
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But morning to reality |
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Wakes me from my great delight; |
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I reach out as if I might |
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Still touch her form that like a flame |
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Burns my body-but to claim |
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A treasure, it must first be found, |
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Alas; many have run aground |
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Like me on this. There's just one way; |
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I'll go or send someone to pray |
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Her mercy-my very life's at stake- |
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And beg her, before I die, to take |
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Pity on my cruel torments |
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And, by her benevolence, |
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Be savior of my life and mind. |
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If she should let me die, she'd find |
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Her court to be the less by one; |
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Surely from her heart must come |
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Pity, and sweetness from her eyes. |
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It seems to me it would be wise, |
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After all, that I go and tell |
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Her myself-to have a thing done well . . . |
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And who else would go so willingly? |
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We are always told necessity |
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And poverty can teach us best. |
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On these proverbs I will rest |
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My case. There's nothing to be done |
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But tell her myself that in her prison |
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My heart a willing captive lies; |
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And, before it wins love's prize, |
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Seeks no escape from harsh duress. |
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Then she'll have pity, and kindliness |
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Should lead her to be merciful." |
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He is now prepared for travel. |
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Two of his companions he picks |
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To go; their servants number six. |
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More than this I need not say; |
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He rides, wrapped in his thoughts, and gay, |
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Dreams of his purpose and his way, |
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Leads his companions all astray |
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From his thoughts and his intent- |
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They must not know what he meant |
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By this unexpected journey. |
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And so he rides on rapidly, |
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Hiding his thoughts and his desire, |
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Until they see a distant spire, |
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The castle that is her domain. |
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The followers hear the knight exclaim, |
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"Look how well that castle's placed!" |
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Not because he chooses to waste |
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His words on its thick walls or moat; |
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He says this only in the hope |
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They may be tempted so to praise, |
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For his delight, the gracious ways |
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Of the lady he has come to see. |
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And they reply, "How unworthy |
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Of you! It's an evil day indeed, |
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When a castle can precede |
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In praise a lady second to none! |
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You can be sure you'll find not one |
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In all the kingdom half so fair." |
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"Watch out!" they say, "were she aware |
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That you had so insulted her, |
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Better if you fell prisoner |
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To pagan Turks and went to Cairo!" |
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Then the knight, smiling, answers, "Oh! |
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My lords, not so fast! I needn't be |
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Treated with such severity; |
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This is no crime! I promise you |
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There's nothing on earth I wouldn't do |
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To have this castle, just this one |
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Alone. In Saladin's darkest prison |
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I'd gladly spend five or six years, |
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Could it be mine as it appears |
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Now-my own to keep, with all |
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That's hidden there behind the wall." |
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They say, "You'd be fortunate indeed!" |
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They didn't know enough to heed |
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The double meaning in his words. |
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The knight was happy when he heard |
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His friends reply so suitably. |
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He asked if they would go to see |
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The chatelaine. "It's only right," |
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They answer. "Do you think a knight |
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Should let so beautiful a lady |
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Cross his path while carelessly |
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He turns away?" "It's up to you," |
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He says. "I am quite willing to |
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Go or not. You set the course!" |
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With that, each of them turns his horse |
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Toward the castle, and on their way |
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They shout, "Aux dames, chevaliers!"[8] |
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A war cry fit for their intent! |
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So, at a gallop, off they went, |
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And soon were at the fortress. They found |
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A new courtyard, ringed around |
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By moats and a palisade-the best |
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Defensive walls. Across his chest |
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The knight had pulled his cloak aside |
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To show his fine silk tunic, dyed |
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Scarlet, rich with squirrel fur |
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And ermine. All three wore similar |
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Attire: white pleated shirts, blue flowers |
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In the garlands on their heads, their spurs |
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Glittering with gold inlay. |
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In summer, I think, there's no way |
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For anyone to be better dressed. |
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They did not stop at all but pressed |
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On till they reached the outer stairs. |
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Their servants, trained in these affairs, |
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Jumped down and went at once to hold |
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Their stirrups. Before he could be told, |
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The seneschal saw them in the court |
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And hurried from his lodge to report |
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The news to the fair chatelaine; |
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The knight who had arrived just then |
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Bore a name well known to her. |
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She blushed, but it was not in anger; |
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She was only surprised. Her maids |
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Had just arranged her hair in braids. |
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Instantly, from the crimson pillows |
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Where she was sitting, she arose, |
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Beautiful in all her grace. |
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Then her servants set in place |
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Over her shoulders a samite cloak; |
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Her beauty, of which so many spoke, |
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Was Nature's great gift. Even before |
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She'd gone as far as her chamber's door, |
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Her guests, who were in too much haste |
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To let the least time go to waste, |
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Had already come to find her there. |
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Her welcome made them well aware |
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That she was glad to have their visit, |
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And they were the more convinced of it |
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Because she had been on her way |
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To greet them. The lady wore that day |
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A white tunic; more than six feet |
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Its train extended, as her feet |
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Trod the fine rushes on the floor. |
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"You are welcome here, my lord," |
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She says, "and your companions too." |
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I hope she has no cause to rue |
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This day, and may her joy be long! |
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The knight's companions were not wrong: |
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This was no lady to pass by! |
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They marvel, all of them, and sigh, |
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So beautiful is the one they greet. |
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Now she leads the knight to a seat, |
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Laughing as she takes his hand; |
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He has part of what he'd planned, |
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When he is seated next to her. |
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His friends, knowing what is proper, |
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Withdraw, at their own request, |
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To sit along a copper-bound chest |
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With two of her companions and chat, |
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Inquiring about this and that. |
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Meanwhile the noble knight, of their |
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Cooperation unaware, |
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Is thinking of his own affair; |
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For the courteous, debonair |
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Lady in such a skillful way |
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Answers whatever he may say |
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That he can well believe her wise. |
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Time and again he turns his eyes |
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Toward the beauty of her face, |
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Finding nothing to disgrace |
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His first impression. The evidence |
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Rewards his heart for confidence; |
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He sees her close at hand, and this |
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Confirms his memory's fair promise, |
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So truly beautiful is she. |
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"Dearest, most sweet and lovely lady," |
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He says, "for whom by Love's command |
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I have put aside and banned |
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All others from my thoughts, what drew |
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Me here was this: to offer you |
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In faithful homage whatever power, |
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Whatever strength is mine-so prosper |
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My joy! There is nothing I love |
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As much as you-by God above |
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I swear it, may He save my soul! |
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You, and you alone, control |
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My fate; with all my heart I pray |
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That graciousness and pity may |
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Incline your favor to my need. |
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For piety may also lead |
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Those who pray to intercede |
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For those who only serve the creed |
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Of Love in perfect loyalty!" |
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"On my soul! My lord," says she, |
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"What does this mean? I don't know |
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How you come to be speaking so!" |
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He answers, "Lady, all you heard |
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Is true indeed; your slightest word |
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Commands me always-in your power |
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Am I." When he promised her |
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His fealty and love, a rush |
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Of color filled her cheeks. The blush |
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Didn't mean her wit could be despised: |
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"My lord, I would be most surprised |
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If it could in fact be true |
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That any man who looked like you |
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Was pining for love. No one could |
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Believe this! And if they should, |
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Handsome as you are, your fame |
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Would suffer for it! More shame |
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To you if your dissembling tries, |
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By throwing dust into my eyes,[9] |
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To make what's false pass undetected." |
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Fairly have her words deflected |
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His charge, caused all his hopes to fail- |
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Or that, at least, is how the tale |
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Was told to me. She leads him now |
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On a tight rein; this he has to allow, |
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For no one on earth could please him more. |
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Whoever treated him so before |
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Would have known vengeance swift and sure! |
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Her hold on him is so secure |
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He doesn't even dare to be |
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Reproachful, but resumes his plea: |
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"My lady, don't leave me in despair! |
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I've made you very well aware |
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How much your love would mean to me. |
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Why do your harsh words disagree |
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With the welcome that I saw appear |
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In your lovely eyes when I came here- |
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They had more pleasant things to say! |
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And, believe me, their display |
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Of courtesy was only right, |
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For, since first they saw the light, |
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They've seen no one who would do |
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Homage in fealty to you, |
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As faithfully serve you, as would I. |
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Sweet lady, tell me you will try- |
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For a year and a half let me serve |
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As your own knight, and when I deserve |
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Better, grant me the name of friend! |
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In much less time than that you'll mend |
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My ways, make me so valorous |
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At arms, at home so courteous |
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That by your influence I may, |
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If God is willing, learn the way |
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To win a lover's sweet reward!" |
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"I see that idle dreams, my lord, |
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Please you well. I only meant, |
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By welcoming you thus, a pleasant |
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Courtesy and nothing more. |
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I'm sorry if you took it for |
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Something I did not intend. |
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Certainly I could not pretend |
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Or ever wish to be impolite; |
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But this is the way it happens quite |
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Often-when a noble lady |
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Welcomes a knight with courtesy, |
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Treating him as an honored guest, |
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He takes for granted all the rest, |
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All that he desires to do. |
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This is proved indeed by you- |
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That's just the attitude I met.[10] |
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You might, with better luck, have set |
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A pigeon snare outside my door! |
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Even if the trial you asked me for |
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Should be three years long, never again |
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Would you have the welcome you had then; |
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No matter what tributes you designed, |
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Never again would I be as kind |
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As I was a little while ago. |
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Men should be careful not to go |
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Boasting before the prize is theirs!" |
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So badly now the poor knight fares |
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He doesn't know what to do or say! |
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"Lady, at least there's no way |
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For me to be worse off than before. |
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The pity that I'm asking for |
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Must be somewhere in your heart; I know |
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That Love always, however slow, |
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Grants the true lover victory. |
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I have gone rudderless to sea |
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As Tristan did to live or die[11] |
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As Fate intends, though always I |
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Have been sole master of my will. |
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And now I've been tormented until |
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Either you must save me tonight |
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Or I shall never see the light |
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Of morning again, so grieved |
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Is my heart, which without my leave |
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Has given itself in trust to you." |
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Then, laughing a little, "That will do!" |
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She says. "Never have I heard |
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The like! Now, not another word, |
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Since I see that you are serious- |
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Truly, by Saint Nicholas, |
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I thought it was just a harmless joke." |
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"You wrong me. Even if you spoke |
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Not of yourself but of some poor |
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Abandoned peasant girl, be sure |
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I could never be accused of this!" |
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But nothing that the knight can promise |
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Or say has brought him any closer |
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At all to having joy of her. |
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It seems there is nothing to be done. |
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In his despair his face turns crimson, |
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His eyes overflow with his heart's tears, |
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So that the red and white appear |
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Mixed together on his cheeks. |
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The chatelaine no longer seeks |
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To disavow her own heart's counsel; |
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Secretly she knows quite well |
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The knight has often found his way |
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Into her thoughts before this day. |
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To weep with him would do her good. |
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In truth, she can't believe he should |
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Suffer so much unhappiness. |
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"My honor, sir, would be the less |
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If I should offer love's reward |
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To any but my noble lord, |
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Who serves me well and honors me." |
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"Ha! lady, fortunate is he! |
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With this he should be well content! |
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I promise, if you'd just consent |
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For love's sake to be generous, |
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No one would think the worse of us |
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Who likes to sing or read of love, |
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But you'd be honored far above |
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All others in your time; love me |
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And you will show such charity |
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As those who seek the Holy Land." |
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"My lord, you make me understand |
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That it is wrong for me to stay |
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And listen to you. There is no way |
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For you to make my heart concede |
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What you are asking; though you plead |
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Forever, it would be in vain." |
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"Ah, lady!" he cries, "then I am slain! |
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I beg you-deny what you have said! |
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Do me this courtesy instead: |
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Grant me at least a token, something |
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Of yours to keep, a belt or ring, |
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Or else accept the gift of one. |
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No service that ever knight has done |
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To please a lady, though I lose |
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My soul for it, will I refuse |
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To do for you-and this I swear. |
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Your face, so sweet it is, and fair, |
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Claims my perfect fealty; |
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Whatever strength there is in me |
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Is yours, and in your hands my fate." |
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She says, "I have no wish to rate |
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The honor if I'm denied the pleasure.[12] |
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Your valor has in no small measure |
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Been praised, and long before this day. |
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You would only be led astray |
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If I allowed this to continue |
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Though you hadn't won my heart. I'd do |
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Then a kindness that would be |
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The opposite of courtesy, |
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And rightly could be called unjust." |
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"Lady, to ease my pain, you must |
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Give me a different reply. |
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Remember, if you let me die |
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For lack of love, on your soul lies |
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The guilt; your lovely, candid eyes |
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Will bring me to a cruel grave. |
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Now you must murder me, or save- |
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Set my fate upon its course. |
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Most beautiful lady, you are the source |
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Of all things dear to me; take care!" |
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His speech was courteous and fair; |
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The lady silently considered |
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That not unwillingly she heard |
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His plea, and that she did feel pity. |
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She can suspect no falsity |
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Now in all his tears and sighs, |
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But these are caused by Love, who tries |
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Him so hard. She is in fact inclined |
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To think that she could never find |
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A friend so debonair should she |
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Refuse him; now she wonders only |
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Why he had never spoken before. |
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But then Reason comes to the fore, |
|
Arguing, on the other side, |
| 560 |
That she would do better still to hide |
|
Her weakness-or regret it later. |
|
While he worried, seeing her |
|
Far away and deep in thought, |
| 564 |
He was by Love's counsel taught- |
|
Love, who time and again displays |
|
The subtle cunning of her ways- |
|
How a victory might be won. |
| 568 |
And so, while the lovely one |
|
Was still rapt in her pondering, |
|
The chevalier took off his ring, |
|
Slipped it gently onto her finger, |
| 572 |
And, inspired not to linger, |
|
Spoke abruptly; her surprise |
|
Gave her no chance to realize |
|
That he had given her the ring. |
| 576 |
Sure that she had noticed nothing, |
|
"Lady," he tells her, "I must leave. |
|
Remember what I've said; believe |
|
That you command my life and heart." |
|
| 580 |
With that the chevalier departs; |
|
His two companions quickly follow. |
|
No one but the knight can know |
|
Why he left in so much haste. |
| 584 |
Sighing he was, as he retraced |
|
His steps; he found his horse and mounted |
|
Pensively. Says the one who counted |
|
Most, if he's to know joy again, |
| 588 |
"Has he really gone? What happened then? |
|
This knight has certainly no peer |
|
For courtesy! I thought a year |
|
Would seem to him not a single day, |
| 592 |
If he were but allowed to stay; |
|
And now he has gone away, contented. |
|
Ah! And what if I had relented, |
|
Yielded to him in word or deed! |
| 596 |
Since counterfeit can so mislead, |
|
Take no one on earth as he appears! |
|
If I had really, by those tears |
|
And lying sighs, been taken in, |
| 600 |
On my soul, I swear he'd win |
|
His triumph when the price was low. |
|
Could anyone in the world be so |
|
Clever at lies and trickery?" |
| 604 |
And at that very moment she |
|
Looked at her hand, and saw the ring. |
|
Every drop of blood went rushing |
|
Down to her very toes! Never |
| 608 |
Had anything astonished her |
|
So much, or seemed to her so strange. |
|
Her color in an instant changed |
|
From crimson to a pallid white. |
| 612 |
"God help me!" she says; "can I be right?" |
|
Isn't this the ring he wore? |
|
Unless my mind fails me, once before |
|
I saw it-on his hand! I know |
| 616 |
I did, a little while ago! |
|
Why has he given it to me? |
|
Because I never would agree, |
|
He has assumed a lover's part. |
| 620 |
He's a past master of this art; |
|
I wonder where he went to school! |
|
How did he do it? What a fool |
|
I must have been, completely blind- |
| 624 |
Otherwise he could never find |
|
A way of giving me his ring! |
|
And now that he has done this thing, |
|
He'll claim that he has won my love. |
| 628 |
Is it really true? Am I his love? |
|
No! He'd say so quite in vain. |
|
I'll have him come back, and I'll explain- |
|
Somehow he must be made to see- |
| 632 |
I'll tell him I can never be |
|
His friend, unless he takes it back. |
|
In this, I'm sure, he won't lack |
|
Courtesy, if he fears my anger." |
|
| 636 |
She ordered a servant sent to her |
|
Ready to ride-they must not waste |
|
A moment. Very soon, in haste, |
|
A squire appeared. She said, "Please go |
| 640 |
After that knight. If you're not slow |
|
I'm sure you can overtake him. Say |
|
He must, if he cares for me, obey |
|
My will, and instantly return. |
| 644 |
There's something of very great concern |
|
To him about which I would speak." |
|
"My lady, I'll do my best to seek |
|
The knight and carry out your orders." |
| 648 |
So he gallops off and spurs |
|
After the chevalier, in torment |
|
For love of the very one who sent |
|
The squire to find him. He was no more |
| 652 |
Than a league away from her before |
|
The messenger came to turn him back. |
|
No one could say he showed a lack |
|
Of willingness-he had good cause |
| 656 |
To thank his stars. Nor did he pause |
|
To ask any questions; he preferred |
|
To believe that the ring offered |
|
Only an excuse to summon |
| 660 |
Him back, and that the true reason |
|
Must certainly be her desire |
|
To see him again. En route her squire |
|
Became acquainted with the knight. |
| 664 |
God! But the future now seemed bright- |
|
Except for the tormenting thought |
|
That she might, after all, have sought |
|
To give him back his ring. He vows |
| 668 |
To see himself, before he allows |
|
That to happen, a monk at Cîteaux![13] |
|
"I can't believe she'll treat me so |
|
Harshly for what I did." He rides |
| 672 |
Onward, and soon his pleasure hides |
|
The thought that troubled him before. |
|
Now he has come back to the door |
|
By which he'd left the lady's fortress. |
|
| 676 |
The chatelaine, in great distress, |
|
Fighting her own desires, now |
|
Leaves her chamber and, walking down |
|
The long stairs slowly, one by one, |
| 680 |
Plans what should be said and done |
|
To reprove the chevalier coming |
|
Into the outer court; his ring |
|
Still shines on her finger. "This knight |
| 684 |
May possibly refuse, in spite |
|
Of all I can say; I might not make |
|
Him do my will. So I'd best not take |
|
The bull by the horns. I'll see[14] |
| 688 |
First that we talk in privacy |
|
Beside the well. That way, if he |
|
Shows me the least discourtesy, |
|
I'll end the matter then and there. |
| 692 |
But how? I won't solve this affair |
|
Just by dropping it on the ground. |
|
Where then? It never must be found. |
|
In the well! Thus, as if it were |
| 696 |
A passing dream, I won't suffer |
|
From what could, perhaps, be said of me. |
|
Haven't I lived honorably |
|
For a long time now with my own lord? |
| 700 |
If this one thinks that I'll reward |
|
His show of gallantry, his sighs, |
|
That he can carry off the prize |
|
Of my love on one single visit- |
| 704 |
He wouldn't have overworked his wit |
|
To win, if that were proven true!"[15] |
|
|
Just then the chevalier, who knew |
|
Nothing about all this, appeared. |
| 708 |
He dismounted, and as if he feared |
|
Nothing, confident and gay, |
|
Ran to greet her just the way |
|
Knights with ladies have always done. |
| 712 |
Neither his friends nor anyone |
|
From the household comes to interfere. |
|
"I greet the lady without peer, |
|
To whom I belong, now and always!" |
| 716 |
But she is not bowled over by praise,[16] |
|
Nor willing to take him at his word; |
|
Many things has the lady heard |
|
Today that touched her, close to her heart. |
| 720 |
"Sir," she says, leading him apart, |
|
"Let us sit here beside the well |
|
And talk." What evil ever befell |
|
A man after so kind a greeting! |
| 724 |
Now he is sure, thanks to his ring, |
|
That he is on the way to success. |
|
His confidence will grow much less |
|
Before his hopes begin to prosper! |
| 728 |
As he goes to sit down next to her, |
|
He hears something which disagrees |
|
With his delight: "My lord, if you please, |
|
There is something I don't understand: |
| 732 |
I have your ring, here in my hand; |
|
Why have you given it to me?" |
|
He says, "Sweet lady, it will be |
|
There on your finger when I go. |
| 736 |
I promise you, I want you to know- |
|
You must believe that this is true- |
|
The ring is magnified in value, |
|
Having been yours. If you please, |
| 740 |
This summer all my enemies |
|
Will be, not to their joy, aware |
|
That you have granted me your fair |
|
Love, as mine belongs to you." |
| 744 |
"In God's name, sir! That isn't true!" |
|
She says, "You have it entirely wrong! |
|
I'll never leave this house as long |
|
As I live, if you should dare presume |
| 748 |
To boast about my love to plume |
|
Your pride! Not for anything on earth! |
|
All that you have tried is worth |
|
Nothing; you're very far off the track! |
| 752 |
Here! I want you to take back |
|
The ring you gave to me in vain. |
|
Woe betide you if you claim |
|
My love because I wore it once!" |
| 756 |
Now he grieves who thought he had won; |
|
He who had conquered all laments: |
|
"My fame will do a harsh penance |
|
If what I heard is really true. |
| 760 |
Never did any joy I knew |
|
So quickly turn to bitter pain." |
|
"Surely, my lord, you can't complain |
|
That any dishonor would be found |
| 764 |
In you for this. We are not bound |
|
By ties of love or lineage; |
|
I will commit no sacrilege |
|
If I return the ring to you. |
| 768 |
And there is nothing you can do |
|
But take it back. I can't allow |
|
Your tribute if I disavow |
|
Your love, as I am sure I must." |
| 772 |
"God!" he says, "were I to thrust |
|
A knife blade deep into my thigh, |
|
It wouldn't inflict such pain as I |
|
Feel from these words. It is no great |
| 776 |
Triumph to annihilate |
|
An enemy who is on the ground! |
|
By my heart's passion I am bound |
|
And made to suffer cruel torment; |
| 780 |
Any woman must repent |
|
Who tries to make me take it back. |
|
No! Let God forever rack |
|
My soul if I agree to this! |
| 784 |
One thing I can surely promise |
|
Is that when I've left here, on your hand |
|
The ring will be, at your command |
|
My heart-and in your service none |
| 788 |
Will rival my heart and ring as one." |
|
The lady says, "Now you abuse |
|
My patience! Take care; or you will lose |
|
Whatever friendship I may still |
| 792 |
Offer you, if against my will |
|
You make me angry by insisting. |
|
I say you must take back the ring." |
|
"Never!" "You will! Unless, of course, |
| 796 |
Your arguments should turn to force, |
|
And try to make my will defer |
|
To yours, as if indeed you were |
|
More than my master and my lord. |
| 800 |
Here!" "What you ask I can't afford." |
|
"Take it!" "Never will I agree." |
|
"Then do you hope to conquer me |
|
By force?" "No, lady, that's not true; |
| 804 |
God help me, I've no power to do |
|
Anything of the kind, alas! |
|
But boorishness and grief would pass |
|
Away forever, I am sure, |
| 808 |
If you would give me hope to cure |
|
My pain, not drive me to defeat." |
|
"My lord," she answers, "you could beat |
|
Your head on stone to more avail; |
| 812 |
By no means can you prevail |
|
On me, as you know very well." |
|
"To please you I must learn to tell |
|
Ingenious stories like Renart.[17] |
| 816 |
Were I to hang, it would be far |
|
Better than to accept the ring! |
|
Why must we go on quarreling? |
|
You know by now I won't agree." |
| 820 |
"My words, as far as I can see, |
|
Do nothing more than make you stubborn. |
|
You won't allow me to return |
|
The ring, no matter what I say. |
| 824 |
Now by your promise to obey |
|
My commands in everything, |
|
I charge you to take back the ring, |
|
And by the faith you owe to Love." |
|
| 828 |
He does not miss the meaning of |
|
Her words; either he yields to her |
|
Or else she will no doubt consider |
|
All his vows but empty lies. |
| 832 |
"Oh, God!" he says, "which way lies |
|
The lesser evil? If I leave |
|
The ring with her, she won't believe |
|
My love. It would be to no avail. |
| 836 |
Lovers and pastry cooks both fail |
|
When they press too hard what they embrace![18] |
|
Protest would only mean disgrace. |
|
She claims the obedience I swore |
| 840 |
And the ring cannot be placed before |
|
Honor; I'll have to take it back. |
|
Otherwise I'll appear to lack |
|
The courtesy that I should show |
| 844 |
The lady to whom by right I owe |
|
This tribute of my love for her. |
|
Even when it is on my finger, |
|
It will be my lady's nonetheless. |
| 848 |
I am indeed dishonored unless |
|
I do whatever she may choose |
|
To ask; no lover can refuse |
|
Faithful obedience to his lady. |
| 852 |
No one can say he serves Love truly |
|
Who leaves what he can do undone. |
|
So I must, for this same reason, |
|
Yield to all that she commands |
| 856 |
And place myself wholly in her hands, |
|
Inclining my own will to hers." |
|
He does not speak her name but defers[19] |
|
To her wish: "Lady, I will take |
| 860 |
The ring, if you will let me make |
|
One condition: that I am free |
|
To do with it what pleases me. |
|
I will have joy remembering |
| 864 |
You wore it once." She says, "The ring |
|
Is yours, to give away or keep." |
|
Don't think that rusty or asleep |
|
Were the wits of that most valiant knight. |
| 868 |
He had hope enough to feel delight |
|
As he took the ring back thoughtfully |
|
And said, looking at it sweetly, |
|
"Lady, you have been very kind! |
| 872 |
The gold has not turned black, I find, |
|
Since it came from such a lovely hand!" |
|
She smiled, believing that he planned |
|
To put it on his finger again. |
| 876 |
But he did something better, and then |
|
Was granted joy, as I shall tell. |
|
He leaned his elbow on the well, |
|
Which was no more than nine feet deep, |
| 880 |
And there below him he could see |
|
In the water, glittering and clear, |
|
The image of someone who was dear |
|
To him above all else on earth. |
| 884 |
He said, "This ring may be of worth |
|
To someone; I won't take it away, |
|
But my sweet lady here today |
|
Shall have it, next to you the one |
| 888 |
I love best." "But how could she have come? |
|
I thought that we were quite alone!" |
|
"Soon, I promise, you shall be shown |
|
How courteous she is, and fair." |
| 892 |
"But where, in God's name?" "Look down there! |
|
Don't you see your reflection waiting?" |
|
The chevalier held up the ring: |
|
"It is for you to keep, sweet friend! |
| 896 |
My lady refused me in the end, |
|
But you will not disappoint me so." |
|
As soon as the ring fell, the shadow |
|
Vanished in the rippled waters. |
| 900 |
Then the knight said, "It is hers. |
|
By this means the ring restores |
|
My pride, for something that is yours |
|
Received it; and this does me honor. |
| 904 |
I only wish there were a door |
|
Down there in the well. She'd come here, |
|
And I'd give the one I hold dear |
|
The thanks from me that she deserves." |
|
| 908 |
Now, by God, his courtesy serves |
|
To lead the knight to happiness. |
|
Nothing could ever more impress |
|
Or give more pleasure to the lady. |
| 912 |
Restored to joy, she ardently[20] |
|
Lifts her eyes to meet his own. |
|
Many times it has been shown |
|
That courtesy wins a sweet reward. |
| 916 |
"I have behaved so cruelly toward |
|
This knight; now love begins to sway |
|
My heart. For ever since the day |
|
Of Adam's fall, no one has been |
| 920 |
So gallant, nor will be again. |
|
Who would have imagined such a thing? |
|
Since he gave my reflection the ring |
|
For love of me, I'm sure that I |
| 924 |
Cannot and really shouldn't deny |
|
His valor the gift of my true love. |
|
And why delay? Worthy above |
|
All others to have love's victory |
| 928 |
Is the peerless knight whose gallantry |
|
Conquered my heart with a little ring." |
|
You may be sure he finds no sting |
|
In her words when she says, "My sweet friend, |
| 932 |
Not a moment more can I defend |
|
My heart against your courtesy |
|
And the way that you have honored me, |
|
Sending your ring to my reflection. |
| 936 |
Now, with all my heart's affection, |
|
I'll give you one of mine. Take it so. |
|
I think you'll like it as much, although |
|
It cannot compare in worth to yours." |
| 940 |
The knight says, "If they made me lord |
|
Of the whole empire, less were my joy." |
|
|
The two beside the well enjoy |
|
Much of love's pleasure then and there. |
| 944 |
From all the kisses that they share |
|
They feel the sweetness in their hearts. |
|
Their eyes do not fail to play their parts- |
|
And that's the very least one can say! |
| 948 |
In all those games that hands may play |
|
Their mastery is now complete. |
|
What they must save for when they meet |
|
More privately will suit them well. |
|
| 952 |
But Jehan Renart is not to tell |
|
Or even think further of these two. |
|
If he has nothing else to do |
|
Let him find another tale to write. |
| 956 |
Since their desires and Love unite, |
|
Surely there needn't be a text |
|
For the sport that will be coming next. |
|
All they have to do is try it- |
| 960 |
And let the rest of us keep quiet! |
|
Here I'll hand over this account |
|
To raconteurs who know how to count.[21] |
|
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